It's crazy that when Jesus talked about this, he essentially told us to forget about the money (Luke 12:33), forget about the family (Mark 10:37-38), and forget about our own selves ( Mark 10:39).
Forget about all of that, because sooner or later we're bound to lose it anyway... Why try to make our lives count for something that's so transient?
Jesus tells us to make our lives count for his kingdom and righteousness rather, because that's something that'll last forever (Matthew 6:33). Invest in it, dedicate yourself to it, and devote yourself to Christ and his gospel because if you lose your life for him, you will save it (Mark 8:35).
In theory I understand that, and in my heart and mind I intend to try to live that out in practical ways, but I don't deny that sometimes I get distracted. That sometimes I love my life rather than hate it in comparison to my love for God (Luke 14:26), or that my pursuit of earthly things eclipses my commitment or devotion to Christ. I have at times become complacent, indifferent, or even rebellious in not following through with what I know God wants me to get after.
And in those instances of faltering faith or superficial spirituality when Christianity becomes nothing more than a religion, it's when you start to crave for something more. You see the emptiness and futility of a life lived for oneself and in the strength of oneself; and you want to get back to the essence of knowing that you were created with a purpose by a God who is very much alive and actively calling you to come back to him... that nothing else really matters unless he's there in the forefront, at the center, head, and base of your life.
That that's the real issue. That that's the real reason for which we were created! ...To live in a close relationship with our Creator. Everything else, all the nature and people and money and activities in life should only serve to help us enjoy and get to know God more... or to make him known more to those around us, so that they too may enjoy and experience him in all his fullness.
There's a song that I've been learning how to play recently and it talks about this. About how after getting to know God we can turn our back on him and try to live our lives our own way, and about how, after experiencing the fleeting pleasures of sin that this life has to offer – eventually we find ourselves realizing that that which we left God for is just a false illusion that ultimately leads to pain and confusion... That we're lost without the Lord, and that he's completely necessary in our daily everything... That he's the only one that can purify us and cleanse us, and that we constantly need to be going back to a place of abiding there with him at the foot of the cross.
It's a cool song, and though I don't play it or sing it perfectly, here's a shot:
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Song credit to Lilly Goodman: "Ven Te Necesito"
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