Game Changer

Hi - The primary church that Alejandra and I feel a strong sense of responsibility towards here in Bogota, is Parkway Church which I got to be a part of starting like 10 years ago, and which is where Alejandra and I started falling in love, as we had a blast doing all kinds of ministry together.

Parkway Church has met anywhere from a hotel conference room to restaurants to parks to theatre houses, to anything in between, and it's remarkable that we've survived for as long as we have.

But that's the thing: within the past few years we've ultimately felt like we've just been surviving... Especially during the pandemic, a lot of our initial drive for going out and sharing the gospel lessened, and a lot of the original team moved to different cities or to different parts of the city or got involved with other churches etc., and so we felt like we needed a fresh start.

Meet Juan Carlos: a long time friend that has led a very organized and dynamic church for years, and who's visited 3 of the churches Alejandra and I have planted.

The congregation he and his family have been involved in for decades have seen way more people rise up and move on to other churches and ministries than we have, and in a sense that's a good thing, as they remain faithful to God, and do an excellent job of worshipping the Lord and welcoming newcomers and discipling those who gather with them every week.

Their church has amazing facilities, and they've offered them to Park Way Church so that we can use them for the glory of God and for the building up of more believers, as well as for reaching out to the lost.

It's honestly a game-changer, and Alejandra and I love being part of both churches that meet in the same building: Levantemonos y Edifiquemos at 10:30 AM on Sunday, and Park Way Church at 4 PM on Sunday... We're probably going to have to change our name, but we still want to keep going back to the Parkway neighborhood every now and then, to intentionally reach out to those whom the Lord might save.

For now, we need to be faithful to that which has been entrusted to us, because to whom much is given, much will be required (Luke 12:48).

Sam and Alejandra Killins Missionary Profile:

Exhaustion Evangelism

Hi- A couple days ago we received a visit from John and Mary with their cute little twin boys who were born around the same time as Jackson at the same hospital he was.

What was initially an exhausting experience, God used to bring some beautiful friends into our lives whom we can hopefully keep discipling and sharing the love of Christ with. Even more, hopefully Jackson can grow up with a fun set of twins that he can laugh and play with, and get into all kinds of adventures with.

After the birth of our little boy, Jackson had really high red blood cells, and so we needed to stay with him at a special care unit in the hospital for 3 days until his sugar levels were normalized and he would wake up enough for Alejandra to feed him.

Being in that loud room of monitors and bright lights with about 40 other babies and their parents for like 72 hours was so tiring, and we just wanted to get back home and hold little Jackson without all those IV tubes. Neither Alejandra nor I were sleeping very well, and Alejandra was still in a delicate state of recovery, but then we would look around and notice that there were a bunch of other parents who were going through the same thing that we were, or even worse.

Alejandra and I would especially always say hi to John and Mary, whose children were born prematurely, and I would keep an eye out for the twins whenever their parents had to go back home and I would send them texts letting them know that the nurses and doctors were doing a great job of monitoring their boys. I also invited them out to eat a couple times, just so the 3 of us could get a breath of fresh air and nourish our weak bodies, after hours and hours of just sitting there in uncomfortable chairs in the hospital.

We stayed in touch, and one night I dropped by their house to say hello and pray with them.

I've also gone back a couple more times to drop off some baby stuff and see how they're doing, and now we also had the joy of receiving their visit in our home. Both the twins and their parents and some of their extended family have all told us that they want to go to church with us on January the 5th (well, the baby twins didn't actually say that since they don't even know how to speak yet, but you get the idea).

The other day Alejandra and I had to go back to the hospital since Ále was feeling a bit sick, and on the way out, we put little Jackson in the hospital's manger scene and took a picture of him leaning against a cow haha... On Christmas I sent the picture to John and 3 other dads who all had their babies around the same time and at that same hospital that we did, and they all laughed and thought it was pretty clever... Here's to hoping that those parents will join us for church on the 5th of January as well, and if so - we are definitely going to pack that nursery out man... hallelujah!

Happy New Year, Sam and Alejandra Missionary Profile:

Phileo Stands For Friends

Heeeey there everybody! Sorry/not sorry for taking so long to let you guys know about the birth of our son... Praise God everything seems to be very good. Alejandra is recovering steadily, as Jackson Phileo Killins Muñoz is crying and growing and sleeping and eating like a champ... It was amazing for me to see and hold him for the first time, and cry just about as much as he did, and sing to him, as I praised God because of him. My heart is divided as I care so much for Alejandra, and also care so much about Jackson... Honestly, I haven't been able to process that mix of emotions very well (especially as I add to it - that terrible tendency of always thinking about myself, and realizing that now Alejandra also has her heart divided)... It tore me up to see Alejandra suffer so much while I knew that I couldn't suffer with her in the same way while she was giving birth... And then on top of that, to love our boy so much, knowing that he caused my wife so much pain... I look at little Jackson and hold him and love him and then I feel this huge sense of curiosity as to who he is?... It's like I want to know him, and then I remember that it's up to Alejandra and I to teach him and train him, even while we also just want to let him be himself.

There's this other super weird emotion that I'm feeling - and it has to do with all of you. In one sense Alejandra and I want to share our joy with everyone, but in another, we don't want to flaunt Jackson around. We know that some people really love us, and we want to honor you, but I know that I often fail at doing so (I'm sorry, will you please forgive me?)... We don't want to hurt anyone, as we know there are many who would like to be blessed with marriage and children but aren't - and then there are many who are suffering a lot more than we are - and it's like, "man, that's not fair" ...I wish I knew how to better empathize with people, and I never want to come off as being arrogant... I also don't want Alejandra or Jackson to be hurt by anyone, and I always want to protect them ...I know a bunch of people don't care about anything I say, and that's fine; and then there are those who really do care, and that's awesome... Even still, there are some who read what I write to try and find fault with me, and that's fine too - as long as you say who you are, and you talk with me about it before you talk to others; or as long as you don't start swinging punches and then run away and act like nothing ever happened.

Anyway, sometimes you could look at the Killins family and see how far we fall short, and other times you could look at us and see how loving God is, and how, especially in our weakness, God's grace is sufficient, and His power is made perfect.

Some of the first people I contacted once Jackson was born (after our immediate families) were our friends in Venezuela and the church in Cucuta... Despite the struggles that many of our Venezuelan friends face - it was awesome to share our joy with them, and see how they selflessly rejoiced with us. This last Sunday I preached on 2 Corinthians 11 (and I said it then, and I'll say it now) - it's crazy to me that Alejandra and I can get away with 'robbing' individuals and churches in the States and Scotland - all for the benefit of churches and friends in South America whom the majority of you guys don't even know (v. 8)... Alejandra has been very kind to let me get away on Sundays and go to two different churches, as I try to keep serving as best I can... I can't wait for Alejandra to join me again, and for Jackson to meet all our friends.

Both our immediate families have been really helpful and attentive to us here in Bogota, and it's been super cool to have my sister Suse and my niece Aliyah here to accompany us and teach us how to take care of our new-born.

The little snuggle munchkin is pretty cute and calm and comparable to Alejandra in a lot of ways (praise God!) but he does have some pretty sweet sideburns - just like me.

Merry Christmas, Sam, Alejandra, and Jackson Killins Missionary Profile:

Baby Showers* (I mean waterfalls)

Hello hello! Alejandra is in her 36th week of pregnancy and she's doing great.

I'm so proud of her, and we're both really excited to make it to the end of this month to see and hold our sweet baby boy.

One of the things that's amazing to me about this process is how delicate it is, yet how supportive our friends and family are in the midst of it.

To be honest, sometimes I feel like I'm the one that's the most clueless as to how to help my better half, so I really need to get after it, and start cramming for the big day.

Alejandra and I have gone to a few classes together where we've received valuable teaching about how to navigate this awesome adventure.

And our friends have been so generous in equipping us with all sorts of useful baby stuff as well as super cute baby clothes.